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October 20
My Three Fold Utopian Dream. And i missed it. period!

My Three Fold Utopian Dream. And i missed it. period!

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October 15

get giddy!

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September 13
Soo here’s my new baby…new addition to my shoe collection…it’s been a while since i last wrote in here…and in this moment i’m in Penang..tired..and pretty exhausted, not to mention this back ache i’ve been suffering for almost 2 weeks now, went to the specialist this morning, but what do u expect, it’s friggin Sunday..no specialist doctors on duty..so guess ima wait till wednesday then… Pretty not in the mood for the training tomorrow..imagine me, training those older people, this gastritis really annoy me„..but what to do..last 2 weeks i was in Sabah and Sarawak..training ppl there..and last week was pretty rough and dead busy..it’s Ramadhan, but i skipped few days already..AGAIN,thanks to this painkillers that caused major gastritis and back pain..dammit…so lesson learnt, not to take those painkillers again…and guess what, i woke up one morning to sahur, but the pain was real bad, i couldnt wish for an MC since my work is all huru hara now..so i went to HKL..bloody HKL doctor was damn rude..she better be PMS or something.. oh well..my job is so-so..grateful that i’ve got tons to do instead of listening to this one colleague whining and practically flirting every thing on this planet..please note..EVERY THING!!!!not everyone..i bet if a hot pencil stands in front of her, she’d flirt too!!!so, there’s much more to life, than the past that i’ve lived.. can’t believe its a week from raya..as usual, i still can’t decide where to raya..and yesterday i went to Klang 9 a.m in the morning with a good friend..and guess what??we found this cool bazaar with all those branded vintage shoes..so i bought the one in the pic above..and another one i reserved first since my pay is not in yet… and alhamdulillah my clothing business is doing good„it’s not that big..i’ve just started..and i have issues with my confidence..since almost ALL my friends have their own blogs and boutiques selling all those cool clothes and stuff..i’m pretty shy to tell em that i sell clothes too..hahaha..but that’s life, pintu rezeki semua orang x sama..kita cuba..and im blessed to at least have buyers!!! im pretty sleepy now..but i dont feel like sleeping yet..THANK GOD sahur here is free unlike in Borneo,which i have to pay for sahur..i think ima continue watching Bruno…and sleep.. goodnight

Soo here’s my new baby…new addition to my shoe collection…it’s been a while since i last wrote in here…and in this moment i’m in Penang..tired..and pretty exhausted, not to mention this back ache i’ve been suffering for almost 2 weeks now, went to the specialist this morning, but what do u expect, it’s friggin Sunday..no specialist doctors on duty..so guess ima wait till wednesday then…

Pretty not in the mood for the training tomorrow..imagine me, training those older people, this gastritis really annoy me„..but what to do..last 2 weeks i was in Sabah and Sarawak..training ppl there..and last week was pretty rough and dead busy..it’s Ramadhan, but i skipped few days already..AGAIN,thanks to this painkillers that caused major gastritis and back pain..dammit…so lesson learnt, not to take those painkillers again…and guess what, i woke up one morning to sahur, but the pain was real bad, i couldnt wish for an MC since my work is all huru hara now..so i went to HKL..bloody HKL doctor was damn rude..she better be PMS or something..

oh well..my job is so-so..grateful that i’ve got tons to do instead of listening to this one colleague whining and practically flirting every thing on this planet..please note..EVERY THING!!!!not everyone..i bet if a hot pencil stands in front of her, she’d flirt too!!!so, there’s much more to life, than the past that i’ve lived..

can’t believe its a week from raya..as usual, i still can’t decide where to raya..and yesterday i went to Klang 9 a.m in the morning with a good friend..and guess what??we found this cool bazaar with all those branded vintage shoes..so i bought the one in the pic above..and another one i reserved first since my pay is not in yet…

and alhamdulillah my clothing business is doing good„it’s not that big..i’ve just started..and i have issues with my confidence..since almost ALL my friends have their own blogs and boutiques selling all those cool clothes and stuff..i’m pretty shy to tell em that i sell clothes too..hahaha..but that’s life, pintu rezeki semua orang x sama..kita cuba..and im blessed to at least have buyers!!!

im pretty sleepy now..but i dont feel like sleeping yet..THANK GOD sahur here is free unlike in Borneo,which i have to pay for sahur..i think ima continue watching Bruno…and sleep..

goodnight

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August 18

suddenly i miss this

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June 30

30th June,right in the middle of the year…i’ve to admit,i’m bad at decision making..im always indecisive..always want to have and do EVERYTHING!!if only i can split myself into numerous mini me and have to do and experience everything at the same time..i can only wish..

and right at this moment,i know i have to let go the other offer,since im already here in this new environment with charming benefits..and nice colleagues..

letting go…never been easy…i mean how can u know if u’ve chosen the right one or the other one is waaaayy better than the other one uve chosen..and life is all about making choices,and u’ve got to let some things go..u just can’t have em all..

and this one thing about letting go and decision making,i sucked so much..but for the time being,im following my instincts,and keep reminding myself to be thankful for i am so blessed to be offered all this opportunities and appreciate the NOW rather than basking on unnecessary thing (which, i sucked too)..

yes i know i sucked!big time!

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